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A Journey Out of Bipolar to Finding Joy Again
A journey out from Bipolar Depression, mania and anxiety
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On March 28th, 2017, I was prescribed a new medication, Buspirone, to treat anxiety. This is in addition to other medications I take for Bipolar disorder. I have only been on it for 2½ weeks but I feel a significant difference already. I started at 15 mg and am now up to 45 mg ( 15 […]
Posted in Anxiety, Bipolar Disorder, Medication
October 1st was my worst nightmare. Â My mood totally bottomed out–deadly depression. Â I was ready to end it all. Â Hubby intervened and had me admitted to a hospital to protect me. Â I spent 6 days there and was released on the 7th. Â I have to say that the staff were all very kind and willing […]
Posted in Crisis
I am sooo tired all the time. Our house is under renovation (except for our guest room and Master bedrooms and bathrooms). The construction dust is bothering my repiratory system & am on the verge of a bronchial infection. We’re painting a couple of rooms and living in our bedroom and bathroom. I am sooo […]
Posted in General
4/5/09Â Since we moved to FL on March 1st, I’ve begun rapid cycling moods again. I’ve seen my new Pdoc twice and he gave me a new diagnosis. I have Bipolar NOS (not otherwise specified). The rapid cycling causes me to not fit the DSM guidlines for Bipolar I or II so I’m put in […]
Continue reading about Spiraling Downward Again – I need relief »
Posted in Crisis
It’s day 2 on the road and I sit now in a motel feeling a bit lonely. Hubby and my dog are both asleep. I am contemplating the idea that tomorrow we will arrive at our home in Florida. New York is no longer home for us. We are now Floridians by choice. I can’t […]
Continue reading about Moving and Change – Facing a new life »
Posted in General
It’s morning here and I should be getting ready for work and I don’t want to go. I had a good sleep but I feel tired. There are thunderstorms heading this way so I could blame it on the weather but I know that’s not the whole truth. I’m tired of fighting the fight to […]
Continue reading about Anything Worthwhile Requires a Time Investment »
Posted in General
Looking back, I find, can be discouraging so I try to keep living in the moment with flexible plans for the future.  I specify “flexible” because we all know life changes unexpectedly and can put a kink in the best laid plans. My hubby and I were looking for home many years ago. We found […]
Posted in General
The past four days have been really good. My energy and motivation have been high.  My mind has been clearer each day and multitasking has become easier.  I find it hard to sit still for more than two hours, which can be inconvenient and frustrating but I still consider it a blessing. It is so good to be […]
Continue reading about Repetitive Dreams – Do They Mean Anything? »
Posted in Dreams
Today has been a wonderful day. For the first time in ages, I woke up feeling fairly rested, energetic and ready to meet the day. I was looking forward to making a really nice breakfast for my spouse. I was able to multi-task, washing dishes and cleaning up at the same time I was cooking! […]
Continue reading about Medication Changed and I Have Found Relief »
Posted in General
Life is a journey to be enjoyed, overall. There should be hills, pastures, glorious color and interesting people to interact with along the way. Occasionally, one gets lost in dark valleys, perhaps even falling in some deep pit along the way. Without realizing it, I’ve been walking along the edge of valleys for quite some time and […]
Continue reading about Welcome and Join Me on my Journey to Joy »
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